YES We are almost able to host a real site. It will be a welcome change to this one...almost like going from a tricycle to a full bike.... Will let you more later! :D

Gah, so this week hasn't been the best which is ironic because I had a really great weekend. On Friday my best friend spent the night and we went to the school Tip Off dance...and yes it was tight! ;) The next day I spent the night at my other best friends house and had a blast. It was sooo much fun and we took alot of pics. And then the night I came back from her house I got really sick. Like sore throat type deal. It hasn't gone away all week and now i look and feel totally gross. I don't even remember the last time I shaved lol. TMI I know but whatever. Tommorow i have to go back to school but I still feel horriable. Oh well. Love ya.

Whew! So Today I got home at like 3:30, went for a walk with my good friend and then completely crashed until 9 pm! My stomach hurt really bad again today, and I kept getting alot of tugging feelings all through out the day. I hope they pass so in that way I will know that what ever people had problems, that their problems passed too.
Tommorow I get my permit! Hopefully if I pass. Which i'm pretty sure I will. I hope!

Also I came to the realization, that maybe the friends you've had all your life but never really noticed are the best ones you will ever have. They could be just around the block, who knows? I think you should go search them out and reconnect if you dissconnected before. It really is worth it!

Today I took my puppy Riley for her first official walk! She did really well I have to admit for her first time. She is really growing up fast! I have had her since she was a month old and on the seventeenth she had her two month birthday. Her litter was  abandend in a card board box and her parents had to be put to sleep so she grew up without a mother. I sort of stood in for her mom and now she follows me around like a little duck. Riley has litterally quadrupled in size. She is a boxer-mastiff

5 weeks old

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2 months old!

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So right now i'm procrastinating writing my new book. I really should be writing it now because the dead line is March 14th, but I don't know i'm just having a really hard time. I also need to make a book out line for it, but once again I am too lazy. Anyways, I will still be updating around here and trying to get more hits on the page. If you go to Google.com and type in Indigo Insomniac we are the 2nd result! How awesome is that? I was really excited about it. So I will keep in touch later :)

HELLO ALL!

I am back and in action. For this new year I will be working on getting up the site again and updating regularly. Life has just been very hecktic lately, wouldn't you agree? ;) Anyways heres what's new in my life...
*I got a new puppy, RILEY who is a boxer-mastif and just turned two months old on the 17th

*Hoping to get my permit soon, which I should have gotten in october, but things got in the way

* And I am awaiting my 16th birthday, March 28th !!!

 

I can't write much now, but have a look around and POST POST POSTTTT!!

 

Love ya

I DISLIKE STRONGLY-

-When you go to read someone's blog or something and they have some vauge description of the person they like on their. Girls especially do this.
ex- "The guy i like ...blah...blah blah."
If you are going to take the time to write something at least put their name. It makes it more fasinating. Also, if your trying to get some guys attention it will work better because then they will actually pay more attention to what you wrote because it has their name in it. Or they will think your a stalker...Hmm

-Stealing the bag of chips from your family, but being too lazy to open it. And then having it stolen back.

-People who are nice to you, even when you are being bitchy...because then you just feel guilty.

-People who call to talk to you on the phone, but never actually say anything. -Talking on the phone.

-Being an insomniac.

-Loud little sisters

-Not having a stupid door to slam

-Music youv'e listened to over and over

-My nose

-My astounding ability to be incredibly blunt with people's feelings

-My fluffy hair

- Robot kid's toys...What happened to the really cool toys that didn't require batteries?

-The fact that when someone asks to look at your iPOD, they pretty much openly diss your music. Shut UP. It's my music, you don't have to listen to it.

-The fact that I sound incredibly bitchy

-Shaving. It's annoying. Period.

-Songs that take forever to download.

-When you do download a song and it turns out to suck.

-Stupid music.

-Actually wanting to watch a movie for once, and having nothing to watch.

-Hangers.

-Most people's opinions.

-Food that spoils, and then you eat it unknowingly.

-Being lactous intolerant.

-Sweaty hands.

-Mugs that don't spell my name right.

-Friends who don't spell my name right.

-Teachers who don't spell my name right.

-FAMILY who doesn't spell my name right.

-The inability to spell.

Wow...I generally feel more cynical, but strangely better. So anyone who read-

Thanks.

 

Fyi, before I start, I want everyone who reads this to know that this isn't a man bashing fest it is just something I have noticed.

Men are becoming so much lazier. Ok let me rephrase that...MOST men are becoming lazier. I say that because I know some boys who are very creative. But as I was saying, it seems as if boys and men are losing their abilities to "romance". I don't necessarily think this is their fault as women are letting it become easier for them to get in their pants. Yea, bluntly put that is what is happening. Anyways, what would it take for a guy to actually think on their own? No, no, no they don't have to be like those crappy soap opera guys, but why can't they learn to think on their own? Women, and I say this because this is how I am too, are always having to tell men what is romantic and what isn't. It seems that a few years back, men did these simple acts of love on their own. Like writing letters or songs, or sending flowers. Now we have the internet, so it's like...love is a simulation.
Men should stop missing the point. Simply put. I mean for example, if you want me to notice you...GET OUT OF THE PLAY DOUGH MOLD AND GET ORIGANAL. I sound like a total man hater, but i'm really not. For those of you boys who truly are men, and can think on your own without needing a girl to tell you what to do, congrats, and let me tell you Hun, you’re a dying breed.

Heck if you have to, listen to some love songs. Reallllllly listen to the lyrics. You could probably get some ideas from the guys who write them. If you love the girl, show it to her. Go crazy and exclaim to her.  I would love to see something like, "I couldn't stop thinking about you girl, so I had to come see you...and I found these flowers along the way I hope you like them. Oh and while I was up last night thinking about you, I wrote you this letter." Ah..I just turned into the classic lovey-dovey girl, but I felt it was necessary to convey my message. I hope it was well worth it, because I’m using this as a wake up call!

Here are a few songs that I love that kind of show what me and other girls are looking for. Hoping for.
-The good left undone- (rise against) Classic bad-boy love song
-Whispers in the Dark- (Skillet) -Yes another bad boy song-
-Livin' Our Love Song- (Jason Michael Carol) -An amazing country love song-
-Your Guardian Angel- (The Red Jump...) -Tear worthy love song-
-I'd Do Anything- (Simple Plan) -A perfect example of desperate love =]-
-Standby me- (Pennywise) -Awesome remake of a classic
-Waiting All my life- (Rascal Flats) -Lovely song about innocent perfect love

Anyways, you get the point. And to make it simple...
Be creative and don't be afraid.
It's like a school project the more creative you get, the more points you get! And as a bonus, you'll even get your girl.

Good Luck!

Here are some of the poetry things I have written. Let me know what you think!! :)

Clearly 

Described perfectly by the wind in the trees
is all I shall ever claim to be
Empty and lonely,
careful if only for the moments I close my eyes
Freedom is mine
yet our fates intertwine
like the words I eagerly write
Though my smile is broken
my eyes are left hoping
the time of my life becomes clear.


Lip's Disguise

Lips when kissed beneath the sun so bright
innocence and purity soon ignite.
The lips devoured under the moon's cruel eyes
are those of which who deny.
A difference fair is the stars above
coalesce of moon and sun.
The stars give thee a subtle glow
in which creates the perfect shadow.


And here is the published one...

Time Stands Still

In the essence of truth
deep in the blood of young
a moment of deceit
a moment that grows
into an hour or two
until the sands of life is none left;
spare only a few.
The pounding of hearts and clocks align
suffocating the innocent with each blow
spilling a pool of blood
bedaubing all those who care
and staining the palms
of the obdurate and cruel


 

Happy first day of DECEMBER. I can't believe it's come so fast, but truthfully I will be extremely happy when this year is OVER. Anyways here is what I have to say today.

First go to this hilarious link.

http://youmakemetouchyourhandsforstupidreasons.ytmnd.com/

Although this is hilariously funny, I feel that this shows how stupid girls really are. The entire letter makes absolutely no sense what-so-ever. It sounds like a 2nd grader wrote it! Why are girls becoming more and more stupid?
I can say this
1) Because I am a girl...duh
2) Because stupid girls should be shot in the knee....or just die.
3) And because smart girls...INTELLIGENT GIRLS, should definitely be praised. 


Sometimes I don't blame guys for feeling superior to females.

Except when the girls they are claiming to be superior to are actually incredibly witty and and smart. Then those boys should be shot in the knees.

SOMEONE SAVE US! My generation is going to hell